Friday, Sept. 26th
Today was our 1st run with the jogging stroller. Arouna seemed to enjoy it quite a bit and we were able to run for 27 minutes. I don't have a race in mind in the near future, but hopefully I'll be able to increase the length of time in the stroller. Maybe by next October (2015 PEI Marathon), I'll be able to push him thru a full marathon.
Robert's parents came today to meet Arouna and are staying thru Sunday. I also got to skype tonight with Haley for her to meet Arouna. Mia skyped with him on Wednesday and Zach and Lindsey skyped with him on Thursday. So all the family has finally met him. I really look forward though for us all to be together.
I've mostly been writing about what we've been doing, not what I've been feeling. We've been so busy since arriving in the US that I haven't had much time to consider or worry about the future. But here goes: I already can't imagine life without Arouna. Even though he doesn't seem to recognize me or know who I am, he is my son and I love him dearly. When I look at him, I don't see a little boy with disabilities, but a precious human being who has purpose in this world. I am already so proud of him and proud of what he's accomplished so far. And if he stays at this same level for the rest of his life, I'll consider myself blessed to be his Mom. I'm tired and exhausted every night, but with a HUGE peace in my heart that we are doing exactly what we were created for. It won't be an easy road. I no longer eat warm meals, take my time drinking my coffee, read FB for long periods of time, etc..... But honestly, all of those things are overrated. I wouldn't trade this for the world. BTW, please remind me that I just said those words when the days are tough and difficult. :)
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